Welcome the new year!
2021
Odd Number but doesn't have to be an odd time.
Then again, it could be and that could be wonderful!
I was a weird kid. No other way to see it. I always dressed in the most outrageous clothes as a teen, and in college I was all into church and abstaining from sex, as a young adult I was a rebel. As a Mom I wasn't in line to be PTO President (I volunteered for like one event a year). As a Property Manager, I have never fit in with the Corporate environment. I am an "outskirter" for sure.
I am still amazed that I married someone, bought a house, anything normal really. My outside life does not even SLIGHTLY resemble my inside world. My inner world is full of ideas, strange colorful twists and turns decorate the corners of the rooms of my mind...many ways to do common things. Yet I work in a mundane reality of housework, parenting and marriage with a work life of middle management and supervising other's work.
Some normalcy is grounding.
But 2021 is a good interval to break out of the molds that form around a person who remains still for too long.
It's just not "me" to stay put.
I have the soul of a gypsy, meant to wander and explore.
Every year in January I start to dream of where I will go...This year I dream of visiting Germany- Bavaria. In reality, there may not be much travel this year because of Covid-19. But it's the mental preparation that stimulates me.
This year I dream of making my Business a reality. I have ideas to express though this business and through the work I will do at this business venture. I cannot share more because I just cannot...the universe is hearing my wishes and making it so and so it will be...eventually.
I wish I could say more. But I will leave it here.
Namaste
Lilac
Angel, You are not alone in your inner longing for adventure. I feel this restlessness, internally I feel the restructuring,have the dreams, and longings. I hope that 2021 will help me break the mold in my life too
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