I really enjoyed writing my first Episode in the Series about Love. I am excited to tell you the next story because it changed me so much. This story is about my Twin Flame (I think). I say that because learning about Twin connections came from my relationship with this person.
Episode Two
I never believed in the idea of One perfect Soul Match in love. I came to discover this idea first when I was in high school. I was an avid reader back then and I discovered Plato's theory of Split-Aparts. New Age Spiritualists call this "Twin Flames". Whatever it is called, I never believed in it, until I experienced it.
I met Beck when I was very young- I think I was about 18 years old. I remember him being mysterious and interesting. He was plenty handsome. I think a lot of my friends were into him. He was not my type (I thought back then)...I did not see us as having anything in common. We never dated, just had the same circle of friends.
Many years later, I reconnected with Beck when he reached out to me to discuss a business opportunity. Maybe I was flattered to be remembered, or maybe I was just interested in learning something new, but I responded affirmatively and so our two families made a connection. I enjoyed his wife's company and our children would play together. The only thing that I felt that was different from many years having passed, was that I felt a connection to him that I did not feel to his wife nor to other people in the organization. It wasn't like I felt attraction, because it wasn't actually attraction (not at first anyway). It was something more but I could not place it.
A year or more passed before the revelation of what I was feeling made itself very clear to me. I was working on a project for our group collaboration. I was working alongside Beck's wife, and I was sitting at his desk in his office when I felt if hit me like lightning. A sudden flash of information seemed to download into my mind (through my crown chakra). At the time that this happened, I could not have told you what a Crown Chakra was, or an Awakening, or a Spiritual Download. In fact, I did not know what was happening or why I suddenly knew what I knew...I just did.
So what I suddenly knew was that this man Beck was my twin. What did it mean though? I saw that he reflected back to me all that I am (was)... and that we were the same. I was so completely confused because up until that point, I did not even feel an attraction to him beyond friendship. So what is a Twin Flame? And more importantly...was Beck REALLY my Twin Flame? and also...Beck is married so why would someone married be my Twin Flame?
I had no idea at the time, why I was drawn to this person. Later I watched him transform his situation, allowing himself to grow into a different and more spiritually free person. He eventually broke away from the marriage that he was in, later remarrying. We never did get into a relationship with one another, but we talked about the spiritual awakening and what it had meant to us, how it changed us, what the value of that kind of a transformation was.
What did I learn from my Twin Flame Awakening about Love?
1. Love doesn't care what time it is- who is married or single-if you are gay or straight...Love is Timeless. Love is fluid. I had no idea that I was even attracted to Beck until the download. Suddenly I saw how similar we were. We were both experiencing a free flow of love and were being swept up in a wave that was about to propel us both forward.
2. My relationship with my Twin Flame was going to be the catalyst that would bring huge change into my world and bring me alive again. That is the purpose of a Twin Flame Love.
3. I was going to learn everything I needed to know about love now because this doorway to spirit was now open. The funny part is, the journey was not a journey of duality, or of unification. The journey is to greater love for your own self, which deepens the love your Twin experiences with or without you.
4. Beck may or may not have been my true Twin Flame. He may have just been the first of many people who would come into my life and show me that love has very few defined borders. Like water, love wants to flow freely.
Episode Two Lesson on love:
Give love freely.
Love has it's own energy, it's own direction.
It cannot be easily tamed nor defined.
It does not play by the rules of society.
Love just exists.
~Namaste
Lilac
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