Re-emergence of purpose

Having Purpose is one thing.  Finding Purpose is another.  But becoming broken and then rebuilding yourself all over again, sometimes more than one time.  That is powerful.

Why does this make me think of Dr Strange and Dormamu? 

At some point, your soul just tells you what you need to do and whether it benefits your current existence or threatens it, you just know what you must do.

Sometimes you open a doorway that you did not know what it would lead to.  Sometimes the doorway is open so that you can find your way forward through the open door.  Other times, it is to allow another to come in to your side of the doorway.  Which one applies to you as you re-emerge from the broken?

Re-emergence of purpose means that you have had a purposeful existence before and will again...but that right now you have gone into what I like to call "Hermit-mode".  The hermit pauses his life and goes on a journey (outwardly or inwardly) to examine his choices and where life has landed him. The hermit has experienced some things in life- some pain and suffering and also some heartbreak.  The hermit has not quit.  But he must re-invent himself.  Today I learn from the hermit on his journey.

For those who know me, you may understand that the Hermit is a Tarot Card from the major Arcana of the Tarot deck.  His meaning resembles that which I have mentioned above.  So when I say that I am learning from the Hermit, I am saying that this is the phase of life that I feel I am in and for the reasons listed above.  All stages of life are represented in the Tarot and all are temporary. The importance of the Tarot in our lives will only match one's instinct that more information or guidance are needed. The Tarot are one method for communing with our Spirit's Guides in this lifetime.  Whether we accept it or not, we are being watched over and guided and there is a destiny path.

I have recently had the opportunity to feel the power of the Tarot through the eyes of a fresh newcomer who has no experience with it.  The opportunity to see the understanding come through with each moment of understanding, each thoughtful question...has been like my own rebirth.  I am convinced (where once I felt lost), that I am useful and what I have to offer has value. I just could not see it because those around me on a regular basis are not a clear reflection of my being.  That is ok!  There is nothing to be critical of in that statement...just the knowledge that I am somewhat alone on this journey...but never actually alone.  I realized others need to hear these messages.  I am determined more than ever to share them.

Thank you to this Angel, this light-worker who helped me to re-emerge in my faith.

I am so thankful.  Bless Goddess, and all the beings of light.

~Namaste

Lilac